I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain
Hello to the worst side of Glynis.
I've seen the worst side of myself today. Ever so helpless & frivolous. I felt so fucking stupid crying over such a trivial thing. It's so dumb. But I guess these are emotions that I can't subdue. I can't help it either. I realised I've been trying to run away from everything. I just felt like hiding at that time, thinking that everything will be solved. But no, I thought about it & told myself I gotta be strong & stand on my two feet 'cos no one will help me if I'm not gonna help myself. No one will worry for me if I don't worry it myself. Why be so sticky towards one? That is probably the reason why I'm always ignored.
I'll do it on my own the next time. I'll heed Nique's advice.
Night Crawler's role is played by Alan CUMMING. says:
stop crying
Night Crawler's role is played by Alan CUMMING. says:
when you feel sad
Night Crawler's role is played by Alan CUMMING. says:
dont dwell
Night Crawler's role is played by Alan CUMMING. says:
brush it off
Night Crawler's role is played by Alan CUMMING. says:
dont dwell
Night Crawler's role is played by Alan CUMMING. says:
dont brood
-sings Britney Spear's Stronger (:
That's what I will be, from now(I hope).
Cry to self, or not cry at all.
That would be the best & I know it would work.
Emotions would be all kept within myself.
I don't want the world to know that Glynis is so weak (even though I know that I am).
I'm a stronger girl, today.
And a happier girl (:
I wonder if the above came from my heart. =l
I left the house @ 1130 tday. Took LRT to RivervaleMall. Met Qiaos there, got lunch @ LJS & went to school. I had LJS for consequently three days. Monday - Lunch with baby, Tuesday - Dinner with Qiaos, Today - Lunch with Bestaye, Sass & Qiaos. Hahaha so contented (: Ate, Shyan came & went back to work. Did a lot tday. Fucking tired. Shan't talk much about it.
My heart is heavy & I need you here.
(See how contradicting. Cheebye. Woops! =X)
I never liked grey, for your info.
But I learnt to love grey because of you (:
Sass wants to go out tmr. Yj won't be around. Xav won't be either. Qiaos would probably be lovey-dovey-ing with Keith. Bestaye's going Sentosa with her friends. But I wanna see girllfriend tmr. :(
Sigh.
Nique: I do not have a better idea. How? I want it la okay. Help to think, will you? Thanks for tday btw (: Thanks for hearing me out. Thanks for irritating me. Thanks for making me feel like killing you early in the morning. Thanks for giving me advices on both love & dumb art. :] I know you love me, your ever so dearest angel (:
Anita: I won't want her. Don't worry. (:
Jovene Lim Wan Si: Oh so now Kae come back already don't need me la? Okay fine. Okay lor. Nevermind one okay. Fine lor. I sAddx iia0x.
That smile you're wearing.
Damn, I miss it so much.
(i've never felt so crazy like this before, so crazily in love./)
<3.
8:41 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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